time

im feeling
feeling
that
all my life
this life
has
has been
a let down
dont let me down
im not that kind
but i know
i know
that i can be better
why wouldnt i
why wouldnt i disappear
after
all ive become
i am nothing
i am there
for no one
im not there for you
i am a whole
im not alive
ive been suffering for
too long
and youre not around
something
ive been used to
but
i still dont understand
why
wasted
...