Wednesday, March 25, 2009

faulthER

havent eaten since
i last saw you
you said youd
walk me out
i said
not needed
someones not happy
but i hope
you realize
its not me
and i promised
not to be that guy again
but all came
back
worthless efforts
for a clouded mind
mind over matter
mind over madher
mine over er
someday
i hope you
understand
that i did
what i could
with what i got
ive been working
its all a process
some say a joke
but my love
doesnt leave me
it will always be there
till the end
till then
...
drowing in a sea of liquor
drowing in a sea of tears
drowning in a sea of sorrow
...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Majik

Very Soon
Forever More
The Way to Be
Will Be Attached
Forever Matched
Through What U See

broken heart

i try so
hard
to
stay
intact
a broken heart
a screaming soul
a raped spirit
of a blackened
life
a lost man
crying in the
dark
been gone for
far too long
too frail
ailing
from substance abuse
love tested
a loser
no peace
a distance
that ive created
a word she
parted
a world
crushed
feeling naked
and sorrow
drowning
in
a
sea
of
tears
my god
what have i done
stuck my arm
for some real fun
struck my loved
one
happy?
dancing with myself
piece of me
youll carry with
you
...

pOre

the point of view
the bleeding heart
the easily digested hurt
a fantasy the way it could
the shaping things a prostitute
a naked mix a magazine
a picture of us in a dream

without

dont wanna use
dont wanna eat
dont wanna sleep
without
you
...

May Your Hearts Stay Strong

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

prostitute

Prostitute
what is it i love
about you
is it the
sex
you provide
cheap service
your tan skin
blonde hair
maybe its those
eyes
and those lips
that lie so
much
the heart of
deceit
what is it
i love about
the one that
gives herself to
everyone
with a debt
im still paying
...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

time

im feeling
feeling
that
all my life
this life
has
has been
a let down
dont let me down
im not that kind
but i know
i know
that i can be better
why wouldnt i
why wouldnt i disappear
after
all ive become
i am nothing
i am there
for no one
im not there for you
i am a whole
im not alive
ive been suffering for
too long
and youre not around
something
ive been used to
but
i still dont understand
why
wasted
...