broken heart

i try so
hard
to
stay
intact
a broken heart
a screaming soul
a raped spirit
of a blackened
life
a lost man
crying in the
dark
been gone for
far too long
too frail
ailing
from substance abuse
love tested
a loser
no peace
a distance
that ive created
a word she
parted
a world
crushed
feeling naked
and sorrow
drowning
in
a
sea
of
tears
my god
what have i done
stuck my arm
for some real fun
struck my loved
one
happy?
dancing with myself
piece of me
youll carry with
you
...