back
anymore
i
status seems to
be
everything
money
these are the
things that rule
rarely do i
see
anyone
hesitate
gain in two
loyalty
is scarce
ive seen it
maybe
few times
in my life
people that dont
share the same beliefs
and havent always agreed
with my choices
but no doubt
they were loyal
for someone removing
certain items from their diet
and feeling the same
as before
its kinda shocking
one might think
that it was all in my hands
that im to blame
its hard having anyone new
around
something ive always
kept at bay
it could be any number of things
most the time i dont care speak
no ones around
thats how i feel
bodies might share the same room
but they arent really there
everyones wrapped up in something
cold
strange
only a year ago
i felt nothing was sacred
that changed
back into now
the same feeling
haunts
i dont really miss a thing
which is odd
having attached myself
clung to many aides
for so long
but really
i dont care
its not the same
it will never be
so then
where do i roam
where do i dwell
the place im in i
despise
whats the common interest
whatever it is
it isnt for me
sometimes i feel
ahead of my time
ive always felt that way
actually
and what
whats the outcome
where do i take it
or where does it take me
these questions
dont really matter
do they
i never felt like i belonged
anywhere
what bothered me about it
not that i wanted
in
i just wanted somewhere
some kind of peace
i see disappointment
my beliefs
arent suppose to
be
this
way
are
they
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